Spring In My Soul

Calming breaths are what I draw in and out to find my heartbeat and soothe my mind and heart in this moment.  I seek the shelter of a beingness inside of me that is strong and cools even this time and space as it is heated with challenges and endeavors to be.  In my memory, I think of earlier when outside of me the chickadees looked in on the newly budding vines of Spring where I thought only dead vines could be.  It was hope and possibility.  I am here to say that there are new things every day even when I stay quiet here in my tiny space.  I am cocooning this Spring a bit and I am enjoying it.  I try to keep my eyes open for more, but being satisfied with what I have is what I am here to do for me.  In the everyday, I hear so much third person in a nasty way, I stick to self-examination and watch the eagles play.  They are the animal totem for spirit, and I wish to honor that space and create a new place that is beyond the human race.  Clouds may hear me on this day, and hopefully that is enough and that is okay.  Signed, Just Me