Observations of an Early Hour

Moving through in a time of stagnant tumultuousness of soul, I find no respite to the tedium of birthing new realities for the universe and me.  I see what I see, and record fastidiously.  I find no time to do what I see as a realistic review of all of you.  I am in a tunnel that is a maze.  Crazed real time vets of a bastardized system of thought surround me, but do not confound me.  I am the one to teach a new way, but there are no takers.  There are no money makers.  It is time to be at one with a God of my own choosing.  It is time to feel the rug under my feet and try to dispel the shards of glass firmly embedded within my heals.  I come upon a system in deplete and I see that there are answers for the cancers, but it is the cancers that people long for and relish in.  As I write, I delight that something moves through me.  I am bolstering my created guide named self as the universe has left me high and dry once again.  Without a friend or a confident, I create in a new way and reveal a time to do things that are remedial and yet meaningful when done in a mudflat like this one.  GUPPIES is what I am dealing with in the Wiccan Witchery form.  They make you depressed, slothful, and gain weight heinously quickly.  Food becomes the only solace in a land of violence and lack of Zen.  No spirit here if you can hear at all.  I report very little and try to do much as I know that they are bottom feeders too.  What else can I do, but wade out to sea if I can get there from where I am here without drowning first.  I just embody what I wish to see and eventually I wish for a wave to crest and crush the negativity all around me.  My positivity angers and destroys their mirth at destroying my mirth.  There is no virgin birth here or religion at all.  It is the land of agnostics and thieves, and I am the one to break the cycle and go my own route and way through the haze of every day.  I write once again to ignite, hoping that the fires will not start and burn deep here and then throughout the whole world and economy.  I fear actual explosions that were planted long ago by community members who believed I would be a threat to the party of anarchy they had planned.  They are correct.  I am that threat.  I am law and I am order.  I am theology and doctrine, but I am science as well.  I am true spirit and creation, and I am the true agent of Revelations.  Dr. Jennifer K. Mayer 112