I began the day with a 2-mile swim where I worked through a meditative 1000 yds of snorkel envisioning my energy system. I began with my first chakra and went to the top of my head lighting them with imagery and concentration. It was a strong and smooth process. Chakra support is the idea of energy of the divine coming through the body through the top of the head, and I instead manifested energy beginning at my lower spine, the tribal chakra, and moved it up to the seventh chakra to the top of my head. All chakras were white light except for the third chakra that was yellow for a time (then to white) and then the fourth chakra that I made pink for a time to encourage self-love, and then back to white light. Once I brought the energy through my seventh chakra, I encircled my body with it creating the eighth chakra that is seen as aura. I then filled the protective circle around me with this white light energy. For the last week or so, my snorkeling has felt even smoother and freer in the water, my arms moving very easily. At the end of this mediation, I spoke to water itself and made it its own entity. It is now a place for me to be free. It is a symbiotic relationship that is energy for me and for the element itself. I sent to the water that we would rule out the chemical composition of water (H2O), not be too technical in relationship, and thus it would rule out the impurities in the actual pool itself. I can now find peace in this space, and the relaxation was monumental. I came home and watched some morning news with coffee, and then I decided to do a cooking meditation. I made sausage jambalaya for the first time. I meditated on the practice of nourishing myself and creating a healthy meal while finding things in my cupboard to add to enhance flavor and add nutritive value. It was also an opportunity to take stock in my food supply while using up some items there. I put some in the frig., and froze some. The flavor was divine, and I finished just in time to do the dishes in a relaxation mediation and then dress for a lunch with my mother. I had my Joyce shopping date after that. That also gave me an opportunity to organize, be grateful for the gift of such amazing food, and become aware of the bounty in my life at this time. While I waited for my mother to arrive, once I was all ready, I designed a meditative technique to work on dispelling negativity and to reach a divine knowledge of the aspects of me, and thus aspire towards true self-actualization. Spiritual masters work towards this, but it is my belief that no one has ever attained it. The evidence is that they stayed in community and did not acknowledge where their true insight came from. They did not document the science of spirit, thus they did not understand true suffering, transmute that suffering, and process the aspects of traditions and sciences that were around them to compute the errors of lies and illusions in their environment. I used the chakra visualization from my snorkel earlier, and then named positive and strong aspects of me like, I am enduring, I am creative, and I am powerful. I also was working to really dispel my physical form hatred by taking myself outside the negativity of past relationships and current influences and the messages there. I then just used my envisioned bubble to block the negativity trying to intrude and the image of the light going upward from my head toward a higher me. I am seeking to know the true me. I am seeking to empower me in the every moment and dispel the energy that intrudes on my light and makes me ill and creates so much pain and suffering every day. Rituals done on me from birth have made this process undoable until now, and current rituals make this process arduous and elite in study. It can only be done by me. If others try it, they will go crazy. Insanity is already running rampant in this very depraved society that we live in. Evil has evolved on both this side and the other side, and it all acts in this realm on me at this time. This warrior is tired, but I still move towards liberty. I now move for me. I drop all relationship at this time. I will still channel and be online, but I will work, daily, to establish my main relationship with myself and only myself. All of you had me, thus you had a friend. I never had anyone, especially known to me in the end. The strong illusion is dispelled. Now you will see the cracks in this realm and the holodeck I created FOR YOU more recently. You all created it for me especially in Muncie. Ritualistic techniques have evolved, but your minds have not. One shot could take you out. I just move forward in peace and negotiate the disease and the sleaze to now see that I am the only purity that has ever existed. Be well, but now I tell you in different ways to get away. I am diplomatic and polite, but I did fight off a violent physical and sexual attack, publicly, at a busy transit station last night with a newly formed closeted gay (hetero seeming), music industry key seeking, KKK African American "tribe" with the African American derogatory term they were calling me to degrade me. It is a mystical to fight the Wiccan spell of words I defined in Muncie, IN, and it worked. I escaped to an approaching bus, and was whisked away just in time. They were unable to touch me because I used my very powerful lungs, throat and voice in time. That is a lot of FAITH and WILL work that has defined that chakra in me as powerful and divine. They were all packin' 22 revolvers. There were about 15 set up for a lemming anal rape gang bang of me that was to begin another huge riot in The Twin Cities. That facility is always filmed; thus the tape never would have gone away. It would have been on WCCO today completely unedited and uncut. My rights would not have been considered or mattered. I guess I handled things pretty well, and I still have lungs to tell the tale. Dr. Jennifer K. Mayer 112
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