I did finally get to the YMCA today and got in 2000 yds. I also just cooked a beautiful chicken verde dish with fresh green peppers, fresh white onions, and a can of Mexican style diced tomatoes. It was brilliant. I am now designing a new form of imbuement theology. Imbuement theology, as a course of study, has been basically the use of human sexuality to birth artistry in industry. I studied and advanced theory to put the evaluation of the energetic system into that nation. I also introduced energetic conduction or cooling of that system. It is the calming of a prolonged stressful or painful state. My use of Dr. Teal's bubble bath in the bathtub PRN for pain, which had aromatherapy with lavender, was the advancement I made. There are many ways to imbue or BRIGHTEN that are not sex. I am the one now who says that sex has become malady at this time as a reality is diseased, especially online. I have stopped all thoughts of sex. I do still council, through channel on the matter, even men of ICP. I am working with two NYC enforcers today in this community that are coming through through channel. In my exchange with them, I cooked and discussed the act of sex roles in industry, society, and community. The importance is great. One brought an instance of his ex-wife cooking and he liked watching her female form as she did so. It was a beautiful expression of heterosexual energetic exchange. She would turn him away. She would say that she needed to be alone to cook to keep her cooking sound. I let him know that that is because she was so very Wiccan, and was putting feces and spit in his food. She did not mind her own feces and spit; Wiccans think that it imbues their authority. He said it was an accurate read because he would get sick a lot. I then spoke to them about the second energy body I am creating who I converse with who supports and validates me. I call him ME. I say, "Me talking to me, what can I do about thus and so?" He then answers and also listens. I have asked him to stay away from advising me too much because men in my past were dominators. They truly believed they had all license over me because they were GOD, actually. Their abuse was great and their hate of me too. This new energy body will be my friend and no thoughts of romance or sexuality will be allowed around me towards me for now while I get strong around my own power and goals. I will journey and channel, and see what comes my way. When I spoke to these two men of ICP, we spoke about the topic of pornography. I said that, for him, it was a gateway to drugs. I told him that fantasies that were gentle were fine with me, but I cannot reciprocate. I told him that he needs to just go for a brief time, and not culminate at all. Culminating at all, in his mind, gives the woman, power. His massive all-around abuse issues by his mother are profound, thus his pornographic desires are violent. It can be healed if he wishes. He just needs to be conscious and choose a different path. Gentleness, not authority needs to be his focus in the fantasy study. Natural imagery is best. Pornography, for him, is not an obsession or addiction, it is a release. I then spoke to them about my new form of imbuement theology. It has to do with sound. I began it at the YMCA today when I was in the shower. My imbuement theology professor from Northwestern University, in Chicago, IL, Dr. Clarence Brown, came through via channel as Latino children hung around, to protect my reputation and to secure the vicinity. One of the children was male. That is hard for me. My curtain was closed. There was a problem with the shower, and a noise was being made by the pipes. It got louder and louder, but I waited it out. It got to a level it sounded like an air raid siren. I just continued to shower. I then just listened to other sounds, and I joked to Clancy that we could combine the sounds for a spoken word night. After I came upon these HUGE (in body, over 400 very muscular pounds) enforcers sitting on a stoop along the way home, the fun began. I just gave the evaluation of the one man above. The next step for this individual came when I told him to just be silent and listen. Secadas were singing outside, and some traffic came through. I added some pertinent telepathy to the track. I told him that this can be his next level of sexuality for embuement of his creative authority, and to do deconstructive, and highly intellectual, acts in the community. They are businessmen, and around me now they will make a lot of money. They will not have to spend their money on prostitutes and cocaine, go insane, and they can now enjoy cooking all by themselves or even share a meal with each other on occasion without literally eating each other alive. I have let them know about the great find that is The Dollar Tree. The people there will love them, and Target is great for them too. Guys, please stay out of Cub because they will hate you. It is a conflict-of-interest thing if you know what I mean. Dr. Jennifer K. Mayer 112 Always Your Vie
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