Nam of Vietnam

 Clearing was the way to be and see today.  I worked on Buddhist thought evolution in my mind.  I defined the difference between mindfulness and meditation.  Mindfulness is the act of observing all that is around you, and all that is in you too without judgement.  Discernment is even left away from the corners of thought.  Meditation is observance and then knowledge of the concentration on an area on or in the body or concentration on a writing or verbal/ recorded imagery or thought for relaxation.  Vipassana meditation is a Buddhist mediation that I was trained in.  It is very aggressive.  It leads to total disintegration through thought breakdown of electron field integrity.  It is actually very dangerous, thus I only did two courses.  It is just for electrical engineers.  All other engineers who have tried have dropped out and/ or gone insane.  I have taken courses both nationally and internationally.  A special center was set up for me to study it in this country under governmental authority and Vatican observance.  I was approached, governmentally, by a 3M engineer who was not allowed to study with me, and I went to this monastery to study it with others for 10 days.  My second course was in Merrit, BC.  Before things exploded, because my abilities were emerging and becoming apparent through levitation of objects when my eyes were closed, I left and fled to Vancouver, BC, where The Dalai Lama met me in a motel elevator and advised me on an international medical matter of great import.  He was with HIS Rinpoche.  I was already a Tibetan Buddhist Rinpoche.  The Dalai Lama is the MOST HIGH teacher and a Rinpoche is a person who has become enlightened in this lifetime.  The Dalai Lama is the 15th reincarnation of himself.  He keeps reincarnating to reach enlightenment, but has not yet done so.  Rinpoches are higher, he knows it, and has massive authority issues, especially with me.  His psychiatry is not sound.  I was his forensic psychiatrist at HCMC.  He was locked down for observation around me for over 10 days.  He did begin speaking Aramaic at a certain point, but mostly made inappropriate satanistic passes at me like people in the U.S. Navy in the 1970's.  I left him to the crew there and he was released AMA (It was Against Medical Advice/ meaning against my medical advice, and I am the only psychiatrist on staff there.)  I ordered direct 5-year commitment for him (through the U.S. Navy) to Anoka State Hospital due to his massive connections overseas, his threat to all internationally (even to head of U.S. and allied foreign embassies and militaries), and his direct threat to himself.  He could not even feed himself properly.  His head at the time showed massive signs of encephalitis from birth.  In my presence, I worked with him privately, in a special room just for us, to find a meditation way to take down the swelling.  Drug therapy for that malady does not exist.  Surgery is not an option.  Meditators do not take anesthesia properly in both the vascular system, and thus the brain.  That is why I actually woke up during my gastric bypass surgery.  It would have been worse if I had not gone into full Vipassana meditation state before the needle went into my arm.  Through channel today, I worked with NAM.  He is an actual man, but was the Vietnamese man who pushed the wheelchair for "God" in The Matrix movies.  One night, after I was raped and jumped by 15 sexual predator crack addicts high on LSD and thrown off a balcony, I ended up at HCMC.  They brought me to the morgue section of the ER.  I was actually next to Joe Biden.  He had been hung outside, by New Jersey female drug addicts who he forced into therapy.  He was dead.  As I gained my strength back, the special forces officer on him began to use me as his sex dummy.  Joe then was resurrected.  Nam was then brought in and took me upstairs in a wheelchair directly to PSYCH.  That is how HCMC does business around me.  Cruel sexual predators to the nth degree.  Joe Biden is actually a zombie, thus his telepathy is faked by secret service here and overseas.  He has become much more voracious lately, sexually, with them.  It is not good foreign policy.  Nam is a mediational master.  I worked with him today after I decerned the difference between mindfulness and mediation.  Mindfulness uses the right side of the brain (the cerebral cortex, thus can prevent cerebral hemorrhaging if used on a regular basis for stress and strain), and mediation uses the left side of the brain(complete left side, thus creates cleared thought and a clearer sense of truth and an inability to lie {Now the CIA can use this knowledge, internationally with known mediators to "interview" subjects and then use them/ after pleas are reached, through tunnel through, have the interview subject verbalize the truth.  Under the breakdown of top wizardry, I now put forth this new procedure.}).  MRI's and Cat Scans are wizardry and are not real, actually.  I have actually had an MRI, thus I kept the fallacy behind the scenes to keep my identity hidden.  They never showed me the imaging, they just gave me the written report.  A lot of the time, people think that mindfulness and meditation are the same thing.  Thich Nhat Hanh will have real rage over me bringing this focus to practice for all beings.  This discernment of the two is not in existence yet.  He is not a master, and is in exile in France, form Vietnam.  He was a man who I did study the writings of, but he is a war criminal who should have been tried at The Hague for acts in foreign service during The Vietnam War.  I saw him on a number 18 bus recently on "Eat Street", here, in Minneapolis, MN.  Many Vietnamese Restaurants are there, but Vietnamese do not ride the bus.  Around him, they did.  Maybe Nam can now take care of that man for all of Vietnam.  They need it today to have the males remain in a form that is BMI proper.  Nam laid with me to mediate and become mindful at the same time.  We shared energy bodies to find a mental space to replace human sexuality for a reality of mediational masters to be in Asian tree.  Nam then turned into air and sea at the same time and seemed to not even be in energetic form.  Before he could just walk into the sea at China Beach and stay on the sea floor, actually, and disappear.  I think he liked being here.  Maybe he will be here all year.  John Kabot Zen stay away from me.  I have never been to Worcester, MA, and you have not either.  Your bio is fake.  You have never worked in a hospital at all.  George Shear, from The Cognitive Behavior Program that I oversaw at Abott Northwestern Hospital for over 15 years, helped you do the Wiccan mockup video for me.  It was sheer imagery.  You are MICROBIOLOGY here and overseas.  That means LAB, and in this time, I say that that is the spread of disease.  I am EPIDEMIOLOGY; thus I take out the disease that is YOU.  Wherever you go, there I am NAM are.  Dr. Jennifer K. 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