My cell is Verizon. My mom called in at about 11:45 a.m. There is so much treachery afoot. We went swimming at the YMCA where I swam a mile. I calmly told her about my Delta Dental unlawful intrusion on my records and she said just let it go. I told her that I had already told her that I would let it go. She then invalidated me again and said that I am just so very angry all the time. She told me that she just did not know what to do. I told her that all she needed to do was say that that sounded awful, and she was so sorry to hear about it. I have told her the process of validation again and again. She has NEVER complied. I said that validation is the way to handle when someone tells you about violation. She then proceeded to get very hostile with me, and tell me that she has just had so much on her plate with my stepfather and my uncle and this stuff with me was unacceptable. She then said that she could not handle my MOOD SWINGS. She proceeded to then speak psychiatrically at me. She spoke of my meds and how they definitely needed to be changed. She knows nothing of psychiatry and meds. She just likes to invalidate me when I am violated. It makes her Swedish witchcraft stronger. I must just take it. She then ordered me to just be pleasant in Christos Restaurant. She does this all the time before we are in public, and I am ALWAYS PLEASANT. Who is the one who does the violation and needs the medication? Maybe I just needed to get that off my chest. I also did not appreciate her taking a very personal financially disgracing cell phone call on SPEAKER PHONE that went on and on with my sister, Anne. I had to just sit there and be polite and supportive. Once I got home, I noticed that the server had bagged my fries, but not the rest of my meal. She had also put it in a paper bag thus I could not see. They do not bag there unless you ask. It is always a plastic bag. She just happened to write FRIES with a smiley face. I really did want my grilled vegetables, but because of the violation in the car it was hard to eat. People working in synchronicity around me is just going to make them crazy. I have a great memory, but you all do not because you do dirty mystical traditions. I do not. I study and create. Anger is a feeling NOT a MOOD. It relieves the circuitry, releases adrenalin and endorphins, and calms the whole energy system to prevent neurological disease and immunological attack. After so much violation, I should not feel at all and I should be a vegetable, but I will continue to fight for my rights because no one else does. Once I came home about 3 hours ago, I tried to make a cell phone call and I cannot call out. My internet works fine on my cell. When will it happen to all of you? I am tired and I do not want to get calls. I do not really want to talk to any of you anyway. Have a nice day. Jennifer K. Mayer
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