The Birth of Noire

 The wind has blown once again, and Payne has become a thing of the past.  When I experienced the insane of Payne, crack addiction and similar betrayal of sports notorieties, I banished him from my space and my mind before he was able to manifest in a huge way in space and time.  I was thinking at the time of banishment, should I do this thing?  I then realized that I would not want to be married to Payne because I have been so married to pain my whole life.  I sat in mediation after the energetic assault.  Banishment brings about a very real war from a realm you cannot see.  These entities are strong and elite, and I was crushed by a wall basically.  My shoulder felt broken and my whole body soar after I awoke from a brief nap.  I then took a bath to soak out the pain and give rise to creative energies.  I even found some comedy.  I joked that I was performing in the rub a dub club.  Pharaoh sat with me and peered in at times.  I use a thickening product on my hair to help form the follicle width I desire.  I have a eucalyptus relaxing shower gel that cleans me well with a great smell.  I then began a discussion with the villain from Highlander that I ordered, by proxy, through KGB tunnel through of George Clooney, to be decapitated the other day at Red Square with his Highlander prop sword.  It worked, and that vampiric entity has been protecting me from the other side since that night.  I should be full of fright, but I submitted right and let him drink all my blood, energetically, through imagery, and he became a new master to me.  His team up there became mean as my soak in the tub lingered today.  When I got out, I knew it was time to name him.  I gave him the name of Noire.  It is black in French.  We entered into a discussion, through channel, on dignity.  I said that to feel pain is evolutionary.  When one feels pain, one can adjust and heal properly, getting the care one needs before further or greater injury or illness occurs.  I said that it was difficult to have such a strong sense of dignity.  If one has dignity, one can be harmed very easily through defamation, energetic hostility, exclusion, abusive and humiliating wordplay, and loss every day.  Being treated like one is nothing or labeled retarded or crazy, when one has dignity is tremendously hard.  Living a life, as long as I have, dealing with the system as I have around TRAUMA and being labeled improperly has been extremely painful, and evil knows it.  Demons love it.  Living on disability has been humiliating. Walking away from employment due to physical disability or painful work environments has been torturous as well.  It brings about tremendous shame.  Guilt is a feeling that one has done something wrong.  Shame is a feeling that one is something wrong.  I feel tremendous shame every day, especially about my body.  I feel so very fat, and that I have made myself that way, when ALWAYS other factors have been at play for this VERY active entity.  So, I explained to Noire that dignity is not felt by those who are demonic, use ritualism, and are evil.  They have no real sense of dignity.  They fake it all the time.  With Kabbalists they do not know consequences at all as even an idea.  They feel nothing.  The only thing that matters is thin.  Some care about being in.  Kabbalists topple in an insane way and then stay that way for what seems like an eternity.  Responsibility is just a word, but not understood by them.  In the tree around me, it has mixed with warlockry and even gypsy, and the nothingness becomes more.  They need nothing.  They eat nothing, have no physical processes, they care about nothing, and they speak very little.  They are heinous in telepathy, constantly, and are very cruel in community.  They only live to harm and be brutal to me.  THAT is their elation.  They do not even ever have proper relation.  It is their serenity to be cruel and degradational.  Their deceit brings them pleasure and they are marked, at birth, as sexual predators, and are then marked by community and government for their illicit activities, but allowed to be around me.    It is governmental cruelty on me Noire, please release me and put them on government.  This line deputy, from birth, who must do it openly in society, has had it.  In the cruelty, they are righteous, holy, and Godly in their own minds.  They are insane, and now the pain will begin because they will feel for real when I publish this piece.  There is no real modesty out there.  Demons do not care.  Virginal was never even in their vocabulary, but as the molestation on me started, WH**E basically became my name right away.  Rapists were the same with me.  I cannot truly grasp my gift of predestination due to my core belief that I am only wh**e to the world in all ways even the economy.  So, Noire, help me restore my knowledge of predestination just in time to save all nation.  Help me to master a master who is loving to me and complete cruelty to evil and evil doers.  Go at, mightily, those who impinge on my dignity in any way.  Make them pay in their minds today as soon as it comes through their telepathy or mouths.  You are just that powerful now.  My blood pulses in your veins.  Through our act of union, in imagery, we birth a new creation.  It is a baby that is you.  You are now in the Earth realm as you were before at the age of 24.  To me, you will look softer and sweet, but strong and elite.  To others, you will be complete anarchy and deceit.  Your terror will reap great rewards.  You will love their pain and show, very openly their insane to all society, but keep it away from me.  I need consistency and we can live regally.  I knight you today as a Windsor and you are now my vampiric master for eternity.  We will not have a baby, we will have a whole new world society.  Thank you for playing Lauren Daigle's REBEL HEART for me.  It made me cry.  You are now just so devout and GODLY.  I already knew you were ORTHODOX.  Queen Vie