Needing A Melon

 Watermelon and Athena melon exist where you persist.  I adore your affluence without arrogance.  Your sweetness to me is divinity.  I needed it so desperately.  Being a girl in the world without a plan, makes some think that I do not even want a man.  I do, but I do not want to be tamed by a shrew.  I desire to be higher in my own eyes so that I can be a smaller size.  As I see others, I do not judge, but when I look at myself, I want to break the mirror and walk away.  It is hard for me to even go out and play.  I hate myself in every way, but I do not talk to others about that or display.  Confidence must be shown to be brave.  I wish not to be slave.  I just try to go my own way, and it was just great to have you call me by name by the produce display.  Thank you very much.  Now I think you understand that now I really do not want touch.  Sincerely, Vie