So child endangerment is a big issue for me. It is not just about my past, it is about the reality of the importance of proper responsibility of community and parents in the rearing of children. I did believe that I would one day have children. I love children, and have loved working with them, but because I get so exhausted, I knew that it was best to just have a pet to love when I could have the energy to do that. I knew that being a being who was trusted as a guardian was a blessed position. I am very angry with society for their disgraceful behavior with children. Women need to choose and men need to want their children to reach higher authority and position. Selflessness needs to be part of the deal with themselves, with each other as a couple, and with God. I will never have children though I need to be on birth control to not reproduce at this point. I have always been responsible, and the idea of unplanned pregnancy and disease scares me. I did my Developmental Psychology work through the University of Minnesota in a top secret location. It was in the Phalen Music Hall Downtown Minneapolis. That location is now The University of St. Thomas Law School. I have been in there once to ask a few questions. They were very polite. I have only been on their campus once to just present my PhD dissertation for Genetics. Just to let you all know, I do not blow my own horn, but I was National Academy of Science because I received the Nobel Prize in Genetics that day. It is the only one that has ever been delivered because my research was actually real. Dr. Anthony Fauci was there in the last row and was vey proud of me. He is a lapsed Catholic but came anyway. Thank you, Anthony. After today, I just remembered that I had one more position with children. I taught at Cape Cod in Bourne, MA at Nature's Classroom. It was an environmental education camp that I found online, I believe, when I was working at Byerly's Foods as a cashier. It was a fulltime position and it was before I was not yet on social security and believed that I could pull myself out of the tailspin that I was in. I went there brave and prepared, but so unaware. I was great with the children. I even introduced creative writing and photography into their program. My group's respect exercises and cooperation exercises were the best. Their creative performances at night were too. At the end of the week, at cleanup time, I became too fatigued to do the work. I had to sleep. I was dismissed and I thought that I deserved it because I was basically worthless because I could not do the simple task of cleanup after the job of the week. For some reason, my good friend Daniel Keleher, who had an identical twin at Oberon college in Philadelphia, PA, who we went to see, was released as well. He was placed in upstate an upstate New York Nature's Classroom location. I went with him to that camp for a week and observed and took some cool pictures of the children laughing and actively learning. He took me to New York City where we stayed for one night in the YMCA on Central Park. We just called the YMCA that day and got a room. There were bunk beds there. It was perfect because Daniel had a girlfriend. I had massive attraction to the man, but he was attached, so I never pursued that avenue. It is not right or proper. Because I was a YMCA member we were able to swim the next day in the pool. He was a swimmer like me. He was East German Intelligence. He came to Caribou Coffee in downtown Minneapolis when I was working with Shi Ite tree and I was wearing my Berlin hat my mother gave me from a trip. It has a red star on it. He told me that it was am East German Intelligence hat. I miss Daniel. I hope I see him one day. Identical twin white males are very important to the world and to my project, internationally. I flew out of New York. Jennifer Mayer Agent at Large
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