T. it was nice, through channel speaking to you about kissing. I have never enjoyed a single kiss or sexual encounter I have had, thus have never had an orgasm. Our talk explored experiences and nuances. Kissing became a way to begin a romantic tryst that evolved a loving journey of sensation starting with closed lips, moving to using your hands on my face ears and hair, and then opening me and my mouth to explore our toungues together at a sound rate, not all at one time. Even that returns to the sensation of hand exploration on my head and then neck. Verbalization can be part of the endeavor. Moving through my body can become part of it too as you move down in a way that respects the way I have been treated like gutter trash every day. I just need things to be different now. I never complained in the past, but I was never honest about how on my knees all communities have put me. If I did not do what ALL wanted me to do I would have no fiscal support. I would be on the street and be being devoured mystically and materially, thus be decrepid, highly disabled, disfigured, and extremely diseased. Since I just submitted to all of their authority and my molestor's too, I was able to use condoms with partners and keep women away from me and my genitalia. I was also able to use a natural wizardry and keep the disease of my molestors away from me. They let this be because they thought that no one would then believe me because they would speak of molesting me with their diseases and that I never got them. This made sure that even the police knew widely of the types, scope, and great number of "characters in the play" and recorded their adventures and diseases and then laughed about it behind the scenes. They are not just complacent, they are torturously complicit and now T. will be in today to gather all the files from the 70's until today. He will then put out there how badly my molestors were spreading international VD's in The Twin Cities and NYC. Unlike me, they DO NOT use condoms and find disease elite. T. We can just be and evolve properly. I now know that you want beauty, kindness, respect, romance, and nuance for me. As I wrote this, I became aware that you want sexual justice for me too. Hindus are the best with disease detection, ALL OF IT. My Hindu doctor cuaght my spinal stenosis right away and The Courage Center looked me over, concurred with his diagnosis and OK's not just one, but two courses of aqua therapy. He also did my last PAP and did all types of disease inspection and collection and I am still clean. I have never had a VD or HIV. I have had 7 HIV tests very consciously ORDERED BY ME ONLY. They of course were ALL negative. I was tested for Hep C within the year and am clear of that two. Hep B is good and I have even had my vacination for Hep A. We are adults and can be free to just express ourselves at the rate that unfolds as passion arises in our eyes and verbalizations. I will be direct and correct with you, so please do the same with me. Then we will sleep and just have the time to feel our chemistry. My body does have its brokenness due to my torture, but I am doing well considering, and the weight serves a purpose too and the other mystical scars on my legs keep you clean, well protected, and your face and teeth respected. I need to hide for now. I have not had sex for years and I have not wanted to have anyone in my home. It is my space. I will say that none of it is real until it is real. Mysticals have gotten in in their way, but I am not here to see them or hear them. They will only come when they are honorable and a have seen them, AND YOU in the community. Call me what you need and desire. Vie
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