Friday, September 28, 2018

Learning the Names

I had lunch with family today.  I have not seen them in a long time.  I just followed intuition of who to talk to, how long, and subjects to discuss or not discuss.  I feel like it went well.  Now I see a quiet key who I have been employed by, actually.  I spoke with him about subjects I like and have studied, about a road trip I took to AK through Canada, and also voting and license procedures in the past and coming up.  After we spent some time talking, quietly, he came across as very relaxed with others.  There is a recognition that dreams have never been part of our every day.  I don't know what this means for me, but I know that the discovery of a temp CPA job I did for a major airline, where my office was in the hanger, was the most important and poignant point of all.  The rest of the time, the gift was my presence.  I just tried to give energy and talk pleasantly, politely, and listen actively.  My one uncle is kind of a joker and we did have a good little laughter when he was separated from my other uncle.  I did feel more free to talk to him because it was an energetic conversion, not a memory making conversation.  Maybe all these people needed was to have their hopes and dreams fulfilled, separately, and consistently, from an early age.  On their own, they each hold a light.  Together it can be like trying to keep Mrs. Johnson's cow from tipping over the candle.  I was pleased to interact with all of them today.  In the coming months, my intuition says that the lies about me (and my brother Peter) will come to the surface and new alliances may form.  Peter, it is more Star Wars:  A New Hope, rather than Star Trek:  The Wrath of Khan, or Lord of The Rings.  The Empire is already starting to strike back.  My associations with mainly men from foreign countries is feeding into the pool and it broke the levy when the hurricane hit.  I saw a Sikh today who spoke of war in his memory, but the time has been delayed.  It may just be felt in the starch in your sheets and dress shirts today.  I will remember that I learned every one's name and relation on this day.  It is a start.  Please root for me, as I root for all of you as Leviathans all of your own accord.

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