A Zoo Trip

I got to The Como Zoo today and enjoyed the animals.  I was able to see two of my three bachelor gorillas.  They are just so strong and powerful.  I did much energetic work, and thus I was exhausted when I got home.  I took a nap and now I am at Starbucks.  Thanks mom for The Olive Garden lunch and the zoo trip.  I feel people crazed around me, and it is hard to sit here and write.  I feel generals coming on board.  Their phone calls to those who have really messed up by being duplicitous and evil are not pleasant.  They can go on for hours.  Hanging up is not an option.  The weather keeps speaking of wrath in The Caribbean and The Southwest, as well as Mexico.  There is a weakening of the realm that is material, and impermanence is not proving to be a good thing.  People want to give up before they have really even tried.  My journey has been long, and all I can say is that one should be mindful and stay in the current moment.  I do feel rage beneath, but it is not wise to express it.  I sit here feeling like there is nothing to say, and I do not even dare to dream today.  I think that my gorilla special being is feeling negative about things, thus, by doing energy work on him, I absorbed his hostile energy.  It just adds to what is already there.  I chose a path with this sensitivity, thus complaining will not be something that is helpful.  The sea lions were enjoyable.  There is a new juvenile.  He is so cute and energetic.  The harbor seal said a special hello to my mother and me.  I love all of the monkeys.  The Japanese Saki monkeys were jumping from tree limb to tree limb.  The orangutan were also sweetly exploring their outdoor enclosure.  The female hybrid orangutan was placed inside with the door shut to the outside.  She was curled up in a cozy pose and getting some much needed sleep.  The tamarins also were jumping all over the enclosure.  They have two babies in there.  We said hello to the growing giraffe baby, the arctic foxes, and the bison.  I just hope I can find some positivity along my way today.  It just takes a step at a time until a bliss can be earned and felt so deeply.