Sexual Predators In the Midst

Sexuality studies have been around me my whole life.  Being born in 1970, it was like a wave constantly breaking on Waikiki.  I can choose a wise mind space to discuss this very personal and painful subject for me.  I have always been uncomfortable with nudity, especially publicly.  My father was a tried and true nudist.  He started a colony, by The Old Log theater (in MN), that was tied into Minnesota entertainment scene.  It was called The Kroft.  I will keep it short and sweet and say that that is no place for a young school age child, and especially when she is the only child with many adult men.  I should never have been able to become a competitive swimmer through the YMCA at that age, but I think that is how I used the experience.  I allowed it to direct me to change quickly in the girl's locker room.  I still use it today.  I made it military in my mind.  People around me loved to go at my modesty by telling untrue tales of nudity, even in Hawaii.  I would just eschew this public humiliation, and say nothing or smile and change the subject.  Unhealthy cults were also part of the scene.  My father began to lead a Satanistic Pagan cult right off of Waikiki at The Kodak Hula show.  They honored him with the prize of a military grade Nikon camera in a silver explosion proof case, for shots of Vietnam, right off the line.  It was the first Nikon in existence.  Sexual abuse was apart of every day and night, so it became deeply embedded in the structure of the family, the neighborhood, and/ or any organization I came into contact with.  My father would not stop.  He wanted everyone to have the memory that as soon as I stepped into the scene, things became sexually abusive.  Of course it was me.  He did this through speech, group trance, and tunnel through situations that were specifically chosen from him studying remotely through remote viewing.  This was on top of nightly, very exhausting, molestation.  When questioned, he would always claim it was military.  The Navy, and my family, backed his authority.  What I say today is, "Dad, was it worth it?  That is your legacy.  Are you proud of yourself?  I do know how you verbalize my abuse, by you and others, in a completely hubris manner."  I studied, and today I say that the best way to view sexuality is DANGEROUS in this time and space.  I have been tested, and I have passed the tests on my own merits while facing great adversity.  Once the hierarchy begins to be separated, energetic sexuality experiences will begin to have safety connected to them.  They will also be more nourishing and spiritual.  After everything, I still believe in an order to The Universe, and I maintain a strong spirituality with a strong God, spiritual law, and a Masterful Grand Plan.  Diseases will stabilize, and charlatan sexuality will be swiftly dealt with.  Be a lesbian if you wish, or be a married couple, but stay away from new experiences.  Domestic abuse is on the rise, especially in royal lesbian relationships.  It is because the royal entities are higher than their mates.  Everybody keep your eye on the prize.  Judgments will be fast and furious.  Military matters will be handled by the few military that we actually have.  Do not think, either way, about male homosexuality at all.  Use chakra research and moderate masturbation to handle the energetic needs of the body, the mind, and the psyche.  If you decide to be with someone, discuss DISEASES first (but not pregnancy), and it may stop the situation all together.  I have had to live a life with my father approaching me in abusively through medical channels and through even just men on the street.  I have never prostituted, but I have dealt with a very severe form of sexual slavery and molestation, at times, by MANY in a vicinity.  The day I was born, I began to learn, and became the instrument for The Grand Plan.  Though so many have tried to take my dignity, I have prevailed even if I do not feel that way.  I use wise mind to stay above The Frey.  At the end of the day, though women have, even ritualistically, abused me, sexually, I am HETEROSEXUAL, and to say otherwise of me is a sin and a form of ultimate molestation.  I am just strong enough to be complimentary to even the most abusive of women.  Dad get away.