What the Heart Calls For

We have made it to another Valentine's Day. I forgot about it until today. I feel so appreciated by Starbucks in Fridley. They gave me a $10 gift certificate. Tony, the man I met from Croatia and Italy, is meeting me here today at 5:30 pm. I am going to be very strong on my boundaries. I have a strong intuition that I should only meet with him in public spaces. Hopefully we can just have a good conversation. I didn't realize that I made this "date" on Valentines Day. I feel like this is very friendly territory today. Some scenes from my past V-days are coming through that had me laughing. I am dealing with being a Gepetto's concentration when I was in downtown Indy. It is pretty scary. So many schemes from so many angles. I really should have disappeared long ago. I should have never made it off of Oahu as a small child. I know that it is best not to go into the details of the horror, but I will hold it inside until I can speak to a partner who can understand without me speaking too much. Smiley's was stabilized today and The Wild Beaver is now through here and in Indy. Lockdown will be simple enough. The locks are fitting together and the eyes to see The Middle East and even Asia are helpful for the concentrated irradication of evil. Thank you doctors and your "yellow robe" society. They will not develop fear if they do not know that you are there. No one will know who or why.