The Journey of My Life and Mind

I had to have two, very extensive conversations about the main stressor in my life. I believe that BOTH of the people I spoke to will evolve in their ability to be helpful to me. I need to just keep writing and working in the field of telepathic patches to self esteem. I now see that there is programming and indoctrination that can plant core beliefs if it is violent and humiliating enough, and especially if BOTH programming and indoctrination are used to install a core belief. So programming can be a community instilling a thought system that rings again and again in an environment verbally and telepathically. It does, most of the time take a whole community unless a programmer is world traveled and elite like my grandfather, World General George Mayer. He worked, with community to program the hobbling core belief in me that was, I am evil and I must be destroyed. My father, with Harold Mort from The St. Paul Union Gospel Mission used me to take it all from repeated satanistic rituals with foster kids from Marine on St. Croix, MN (they brought in the authority of another counties penal system and satanistic technique). Indoctrination has basis in a religion or religious community. They were fundamental Babtist. They also instilled that core belief with fire, blood, and humiliation (sexual and physical) torture, publically. By the age of 18, I was more Manchurian than evil a small boy from Okinawa could be. My target would have been my brother Peter for reasons I will not explain here. I was given a choice, by General George to overdose and start my undercover work against social service, psychiatry, or psychology, or I would have my whole military record swept away. I chose the codeine. My war is not over, but I think that I made inroads today. Evil never takes a vacation, so I cannot. I will handle those in front of me with powerful military authorities in the wings. Those of you here have not become worldly and the wall is about to crack in a way that will take it off its foundation, like what my roommates gas instead of brake drunk driving accident did to the entire wall of her room. Consequences, at this point, will be severe, but people need to know that I have meditated past the wall that George installed and my father's crew painted, and thus my military overdoses are over. I now see very clearly, and I bet everyone else is either getting very confused about all of the lies they have told, OR they are becoming VERY clear in how they see me. So, at this point, I will say that it is my belief that you all just exist in the day. MOST of you have never been actually programmed and/ or indoctrinated. There ARE no core beliefs. It is either nasty telepathy in your vicinity or from people you know overseas, or it is tunnel through trying to convince you that you have low self esteem around thoughts like,"I am fat." I am disgusting." "I am retarded." or worse, "I am a whore." We will now take this mainly telepathy, with limited use of dirty tunnel through (it can have negativity reprocussions in the sender), at the worst abusers and sexual offenders who have ever existed on this Earth. We will go at white, female sex offender borderlines who beg for sympathy with cutting. Well, ladies, you have created those neural pathways around cutting, thus inputting, especially by military around me, thoughts that encourage cutting and public humiliation of yourselves will be easy peasy. See how you lose control of your lives at that point. It will become CRIMINAL, soon enough, to actively cut (seeing new cuts) or to cut PUBLICALLY, especially. The death penalty rolls off my legal brain at this time. We KNOW what all of you Wiccan bitches have been doing to me. Enjoy your time in the sun. I will just continue to document the journey of my life and mind. With the knowledge of telepathy and tunnel through we can also BOLSTER the self thought process of OUR TEAM. It will be military, NOT intelligence.