Building A Wall Against Wiccan

I'm looking out at Central Ave as I sit sipping my tea, and I see a PINK semi. I absolutely love it. I feel much better than I did yesterday. I watched Lucifer last night, and it was really good. I had this really weird dream last night. It was fun, funny and endearing in some ways, but then there were these very mean women in it. I am just glad that I am awake. I knew to remain perfectly silent and still on the bus today. I even just waved to the bus driver's greeting and goodbye. I have been practicing silence in my apartment and people get so hostile in response. I am sure that they say that it is hostility from me, but it is not. It is just frustration, at times, that my boundary to not get into conversation is not honored. Eventually I just retire into my bedroom. I now feel very violated by boundary violation. It is becoming so obvious, energetically, now that I have set myself out on a silent ship. It honors my spirit and says no more to the abuses around me. I will no longer give an inch to have things "be okay" because they aren't and I am not listened to. I am the only one who can find a solution to the heinous offenses of Wiccan on my body, mind, spirit, and mental processing. I am still here, and maybe, one day, I will have someone tell me what it all means. Maybe THEN I can feel my possible brilliance in a time of a very spiritual war. I am managing a system that I sense, but I cannot see.