Wednesday, August 24, 2016

Removing the Rage Catalyst

I just cut off my care with my counselor. I honestly do not feel safe to be alone with him. I am pretty much done with the judgement of the dysfunctional and insane in that field. They just make up their words and stories anyway. They do not respect the bond that a patient enters into. They think that they have the rights to EVERYTHING. If you see a therapist, especially at this time, you will never have privacy again. Maybe some people from other traditions and societies can restore mine. I do have real anger about what this man did and how he treated me, but a huge part of me doesn't want to go into it. I was just going to cancel my appointments and terminate care, but they did ask why and I explained that he had disrespected my traditions and artistry and got abrupt in his response. I let them know that I have never seen a counselor act like that and that I do not feel safe in a room alone with him. It probably means nothing, but I at least had a say. Now I move on down the lane and I shut off hostile energies my way. I create for a day that is yet to be, and I keep raging energy away from me. This kind of reaction is like the military insanity I had around me as a baby. Maybe The Far East has an answer today.

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