Cracks In The Wall

I just to see Ghostbusters with my uncle and now I am at Starbucks. I am frozen in a way and it is hard to write. Every day seems to get worse. There is no place to go and the knock of diseased deceit is in the air. I know not where I will go. I will stay down low after I get done here. It has felt like pushing a bolder up the hill every day, but now I am getting very scared. My energetic system is failing and I am scared that I will end up paralyzed. No one cares and they continue to abuse in my home environment. I don't know when the stone is going to drop. So, just so you all know, I do know what you are doing. It is so Oahu that it is not funny. Evil is retarded and so are all of you. You have goaded predators who you cannot even conceive of their wrath and complete plots of revenge. I guess none of you believe in the miracles of the non Western world, spiritually. There is true study there. I will continue to have faith, and continue to work in community. I will concentrate on having the proper rest and getting to my appointments. I will believe that there IS a natural order to justice and law enforcement. It has not manifested in my life, but I am still working to be a voice for change and spiritual order and law.