Humid emotional State

I do not feel very good today. I feel fatigued and entrenched in a storm of negativity. I sit silent at Starbucks and I try to put something on the page. I feel like even my mind is slow. There is a sense of disconnect that I feel. All my lines of communication are down and I even had major difficulty getting on the internet today. I feel like my insides are leaking into my outside world. As I write this, the sky has opened and is pouring rain on the vicinity. I feel a celestial failure falling in my lap today. The air has cooled from its horrific hot, burning, and dewy state. I could not move in that humid outside. I will put this little note on the internet and I will see if I can feel better.