Miracles in Me

I am finally feeling better today. I went to karaoke last night and Friday night as well. There was a nice table next to me. I spilled a glass of water and they said, " Hope, don't worry about it. They will clean it up." Having someone acknowledge that they knew my name, and they were so kind, was sweet. I have been having a hard time being motivated to write. We are in an earthquake Spring. It is Japan in a major way, with a volcano eruption as well, and also Ecuador. I feel like soon people will be more open with me about my abilities and identity. Winning over Latinos is a huge crew to get everything ready, internationally. I miss Jorge. I haven't seen him in a while, but I know that it is best. Maybe it was a miracle witnessed by the Adelita's community when I moved too quickly off my chair and fell back and hit my head really hard. About 6 men rushed to my rescue, but I got up on my own. I don't even have a bump or a soar spot. I guess it was pretty serious and I just walked away unhurt in any way. I feel that the people around me that have been so abusive and intrusive are starting to harm themselves in accidental ways and THEY are dropping the glasses of water in front of me. It is THEIR rage that is coming to the fore and is hurting them and embarrassing them. My sister is coming next week and I am looking forward to seeing her. Maybe I get to be a miracle baby now.