Connections

I have been thinking about the subject of connection. All of my connections from birth were fake because way too much unacknowledged abuse was happening that I was unaware of. Having doctors and ministers as parents, people would deny meeting me sometimes, and other times they would fake having met me and infer a personal connection. I should be a blithering idiot, but I learned to be U.S. Marine early, and to not question. I just really never was able to know why people would lie. Now that I know the across the communities abuse I was enduring, I understand well. It was just never like on TV. That was only acknowledged by my unconscious core, and thus I felt homesick in the middle of a crowd of family and friends. Later, friends were crueler and they betrayed in such open and strange ways. When I opened to channel, I began to relate with others in a deeper, spiritual and imaginary way. It connected everything and made me able to survive a torture schedule that I cannot go into here. I worked so hard to develop a knowing and then an accurate telepathy system. That system is profound and elite today. The telepathic personalities of others is very different from the one you might see in community. There is mirth and growth there. It is in that realm that I have HOPE. Those who sought to disconnect me have just produced a stronger brain where my two hemispheres are not connected except by the auric realm above me, constantly. I live with the strongest eagle eye on the planet hooked up to a phenomenal hawk eye that guides dreams and my literal path every day without me thinking too hard.