The Killers In Me

Maybe I was trained young. The choices aren't there. I move with an automaton nature, but with the grace of true empathic and emotive nature. It is best that I do not know so much about what is happening around me most of the time. I will just move forward on a route until it leads nowhere. Expertise is limited around me. The trees of knowledge are fake and I must continue to learn and be an ALCHEMIST to the nth degree. I take subjects together that could never get you there all by themselves. I learn the energetic to the nth degree so that sexuality never sneaks up on me. I have endure rape and molestation but, in my energetic state, I answer the call before I am surprised by a baseball bat or a knife. Serial killers do come my way and they like to have it fairly uniform in fashion, but also all other transactions JUST AS THEY SAY. Do it right and you may survive the night. Dating a man from Colombia is not a cup of tea, but it is for me. He is actually very sweet and does enjoy kissing and hugging publicly in my own home vicinity. He is responsible and does answer my phone calls very quickly. He gave me his number the first night. His mother has even called when he was with me and he handled it effortlessly. We all overestimate the reality of people caring about other people. If crack prostitutes disappear no one cares to see where they have gone or been. Those who eliminate these felonious mostly women do a work for society that we do not see. Killing is not second hand. It must be learned young, hard, and with severe consequences. I know to keep my mouth shut and to lose my memory sometimes. I am still here and I continue to study. Vile women will try to be me and these men will eliminate them effortlessly. My serial killer code with CIA is SELMA (of Selma, IN). Maybe NASCAR will start speaking the reality today. JR. you are free. It is Junior Sanchez of Indy bouncing gig at the bar I was tending for Grover tunneling through. He is Puerto Rican and his father is a jail guard for Hamilton County (Carmel, IN freaks of nature very young). Junior lived with me for about a month and gave me a huge decorated knife to put under my mattress in case anything happened in the night. We stayed calm and friendly and no incidences occurred. Boris Yeltson on a Harley to a hidden hunting shack in Muncie, IN, actually. He was a wine conisiour. We met at a local bar restaurant and returned me to there when he was done.