Denial of the Nile

There are times and spaces that I just wish to disappear. Shame and blame me for everything. Okay, so you hate me after you came on to me publicly? I just go away and find a creative way to deal with the fact that everyone just wants me to disappear and not exist at all. There is never a thanks for what I do. I just move into my brain. I have memories of Dunlop today and possibly men in his vicinity. A person has to be very strong to actually stand by my side. I could even keep up with you, Harry. I know that your life is scarey. I don't just have radar. I have sonar. My BAT quality is coming through today and I draw through my saintly visitor from the other night. Realms are being locked away. We will not have a world like we do today. I will not stay in the land of the demonic any more. I believe my warriors of respect and pregnancy of protection are beginning to assemble. They are grounded in deep male family line of masonry. Everyone who is bizarre in front of me calls forth words that only they can understand and then they push the shame power of Wiccan my way. Dunlop, I miss you. You were a presence in my dream last night, and I had finally reached The U.S. Navy and they were questioning me and another member of my family.