Opposite of Dalai

I am trying my hat at astrological charts today. I did one for a media personality in town. Hopefully he likes it and is moved to help protect my privacy as I travel through the wheels of profession and creativity and the signs that all should be in the stars. It is nice when it feels like success is looming, but I do not want to leave important parties behind and unable to escape the hypocrisy and hierarchy of democracy. I am now poised to grab the CHALICE SILENTLY and with a brilliant humble flair as a spin on ice skates in mid air. I have even put my hand in that ring when I was in 6th grade, in Owatonna. I earned all of the US figure skating badges and was working on figures and a short and group program. I am the one who kept my head down and never said, "Look at me." If they wanted to see they would have begun on Oahu or would have done it due to curiosity or interest. This ability to be ignored by anything humanoid left me able to have close relationships with animals and with myself. I also tried many different things and was not pigeon holed into one activity or course of study. I have feelings about it, but it does not pay to look to the past seeking sympathy, it is better to be an example to others that they can do it too in this more and more poisonous world of clashing personalities and relationships. Maybe, just for today, I am the ONLY Buddhist RINPOCHE.