My Name is HOPE, Not Ho

What did that do? I can't seem to get to you. Are you there behind your gaze my way?...I am here, but I am truly SAGITARIUS and all I want is to be free. People have been cruel every day. I would rather deal with hierarchy and deal with that brutal truth. Of course you hate me, you love that disposition. Love in your physical dominion is not just weakness, it is EVIL. I guess diety strength has an effect on you, but love turns your whole system away to go at me every day...Why am I this way?...You are exactly as you want and planned to be in front of me "rock star." I look away and just deal with others who may be able to be functional today. You want me on my knees, very literally, and for me to prostitute for you. I have never and WILL NEVER prostitute. I have suffered infinity because I said NO to The Wild Beaver gang in Indy. The disrespect is across the board. I will NEVER sell my spirituality, and even through abuse, I will maintain my dignity. How about if you do the same.