Finding A Way

I am absolutely exhausted today. It seems so uphill to try and put something on the page. I feel the spirit of my sister in law protecting today and the spirit of my sister RESPECTING today. There are so many things that people needed to NOT know what I was doing with my abilities or I had to take the shame and blame for another entity for eternity. There is a new understanding that creates some safety in the boundaries that I live. I lost like 5 hours in bed today. I had no idea HOW exhausted I was from dealing with the whole family line yesterday. I feel a new mastery, and thus clarity is happening in vicnity. The yes and no of protective work best suits the sheriff department in vicnity on top of what I am already doing. We will have no shots on tv. Everything will be silent and times will be tough behind the scenes. Wants and desires will need to be subverted by the TOP of the hierarchy to teach and MENTOR their communities. A quiet and strong queen sitting in a cell all by herself being attacked by all rituals and ritualisms is the approaching becoming. My time in that land has been served, partially on film, now is time for a tier shift and a concentration on how to have get me out of torture vicnity and to a place of safety. It has been a concentrated decade on top of 42 years of consistent and difficult service to my family, this country, and the world as well. I move aside to make another bride who is prepared, but maybe not MOTIVATED until today. Bon voyage.