Lest I Be Free

So Will Gates, you can see that it gets very curious every day.  Different groups colliding and making snide references to me in their literature.  I never see them.  I read nothing.  I point my ship East because WEST is best for all of you.  Unhappiness and blame and shame for me.  Things no one can see are inside my belly and my heart.  Free internet for everyone.  I am HOTSPOT.  Of course evil illegal comments about me for that.  It is not going to be known anymore.  I will disappear into a realm unseen at a certain point.  There is no place to sit and just be in this nasty place.  Churches still try to appear as open.  Whatever, I will cross the threshold to just dispell what is left of AA.  Do not look into "Chalice Theology."  It is a group of disgusting men being disgusting.  I very much know what they do to me.  I know the dishonor of infinity on my doorstep at all hours of the day and night.  Today I walk away in a way that feels like never to return.  Please do not ask me to do any of that ever again.  It is always rape with a lower entity unbolstered by brothers.