Tuesday, July 17, 2012
Read to See Complete
SO I take in energy and then I create a moment or two of feeling something with you. Superior is what I see. It is position, and the ability to say you were overwhelmed that day. It is sanity around all of their vanity. This is online, thus I flow with certain boundaries. I listen to a song on 2218 porch step and you came through. It was deep and rich. There was surrender to the constant pressure, and then release just to listen. Another came through to ad some depth to you. You tried it on, but his drunkenness left him eschewed. It was time stopping and knowing the reality of all of it, of being superior in a land of disease. They crawl and scrawl, and lately, bawl. Shut up and take it already. There is nothing that you all fear or feel, and you want me to tunnel through? It is diseased. I feel like 83. She will never answer me. That was a way to reach out. Know that it is an ability to feel your pain that makes me catch you for me and for all of you. I feel the revelry chivalry. Just feel the day. Contact with me brings stress. You need to steady your mind, or you will demonically seek for me to feel for you. If you cannot be a cup runneth over around me with sensitivity do not scream or plot contact anymore. I have had 4 longterm relationships and too much other for me to want to deal with abuse and failure anymore. I will not lose my writing ability, cognition, and memory for anyone. You reach when you need to be a saved. You are the position you are to plan properly around the subject of me. I did not know, but I think that hockey has always seen me in a powerful way, but no one ever challanged Pete and told me actually. I don't think that anyone has ever told me I was pretty, unless it was a sexually abusive black man. There are so many things that people never did or said. I just live by diverting my attention, or creating something, now that I can. I think that is all I can say. The evil that is my family and the community is about to swallow me whole.
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