Deja Vu

I have never actually had deja vu.  That is probably why I was so shocked when I had the Reggie Wayne death dream.  If it happened all the time I probably would not have approached his table on that fateful day at Smokey Bones.  He was not my guest and so I know that that is extremely rude.

I had a nightmare last night about some of these whores from The Living Room.  My aquaintance Ian was in the dream also.  I ended up chaising the women away with bike police.  Ian must have a dream ability.

I am now staying fairly realistic about people who have been around me.  I know they all had heinous level of ability, but all they longed for was to harm and torture me.  My main ability is healing myself and others.  I stay alive and in one piece so that I can face the possibility of a world or community without evil.

Is your power really power or is it an infection.  You all see things you aren't supposed to.  You have no boundaries, and you all say abusive things about me, my experience, and my life.  Grover, I know you were telling the truth, but you had your own motives.  It taught you that it takes way more than that to make me cry.

Ian, I give you permission to write about me, but please do not use it to abuse me.  You are the only individual that I have given this rite to.  See the positive in the dreary.  Find the comedy.  You could see what I could not see.  Include all of it.  Tell really how unholy cruel Trish, Shelley, and Colleen are.  They will serve time soon enough.  Don't get marred in the negative.  Use your stroking of the keys to become rightious and divine.  In the erotic, find a flower.   On the street find your sword.  You are a knight when you do it right.  Use your imagery to produce Camelot for me.  It is that simple to be good.  My name, Jennifer, is based in the name Guenivere.  Stay away from anyone who has had sex with me.  They will affect your imagery.  New fairytle shows have massive amounts of satanic embedded imagery.  They may hurt you actually.

Ian, I wish you well.  I really want you to have hope for this world, but a time of destruction is coming.  Hold the cards close to your vest.  Know when to walk away.  Things may be a little D&D today.  If you are prone to tell stories, then walk away.

My motto for the day is if you are about to betray, pick up your sword and walk away