Naming the Arian Arab Way

There is a convergence going on today. One string connecting to another string. It is all of these people with massive abilities who have used them around me, and now they know the full truth and affect of Armagedon on the planet. This massive chain has been held down until now. The Queen over me has freed them as I send a brief email off to The Middle East with mystical and material information. These people are now the counter to The CIA, but NOT The Agency. When I speak of Nazi, I explain that it was a brotherhood who sought for perfect DIPLOMACY to AVOID war. They did it again and again. The game RISK was the reality of the battles and the CHESS BOARD. This world has never seen a world war. Well that is coming to be now. Arabs say, "Get away," and we set ourselves up for tea anyway. Soon you will see the STARS changing in the sky and mystical winds with which you cannot compete. You have all done what you have done to me. The time has come for RECKONING. You all have no idea what ONE supremely abilitied and alert family practitioner can do, especially from the position as RESIDENT. Maybe The Middle East can now see that their men were called ARIAN by The Nazi party. Things are becoming clear, and false Jew history is about to be destroyed like the ancient cities in The Middle East of late. It is time for them to CREATE, and a blank slate is a great place to start. Turn the rubble to sand, mystically, and explode all explosives in the desert remotely, and it is time for a mystical creation party.

A Cinematic Journey in The Middle East

I have all sorts of warriors coming through today, but mainly Middle Eastern Muslim males. It is in response to tender songs on Pandora. I am finally in a place, socially, that I can handle traveling in that zone. I must be with dignitaries the whole time who can translate PERFECT Arabic to English and English to Arabic well. I watched "Rock the Kasbah" last night with Bill Murray in it. It was funny, but also serious too at the end. Bill is upper class hierarchy CIA, agent status COMPLETE. Anyone who has been part of Saturday Night Live cast is CIA. John Cusack is actually an assasin for the CIA and now THE AGENCY. He met a social worker of mine from Hennepin County on the set of his spy thriller. He sees it all, but Bill talks to the dead, occasionally. His main agent on the other side is John Belushi. Cusack, THAT is who is coming through you and making an ass out of your efforts for a day or two. I now can see that Goldie Hawn (not CIA) joined the forces with The Dalai Lama very young when she met him on the set of "Laugh In". She made him Kate Hudson's GODFATHER. That is a noose that is now relieved. Goldie did not know that Dalai is Chinese Intelligence. She is still responsible for not allowing her daughter her proper singing voice. Today I let this SONGBIRD fly free. Kate you are now agent status. Never use your code name verbally and only TELEPATHICALLY a little or The Middle East will come for you immediately. Colleed, give your camels two week's vacation and go after WIZARDRY in my family. I sense Colleed, "Shereef", officer Joseph krrejsa, Mustafa, a Pakastani KING, the Palestinian soldiers who I met at this Starbucks and others coming through. Hello to you all. I miss you.

Policing the Tribe

I had very active dreams, but I cannot remember what they were about. I kept waking up thinking CHEROKEE. Some Souix got on the bus with me and telepathically they let me know that all tribal nations' high councils will be meeting tonight. They communicated that it was very serious. I assured them that everything will be okay. They just need to be positive about me. Weed out the negative, demonic women. They have perfect LAW on reservation lands. The Supreme Court will now be able to see. I feel the band Hosier is connected to especially Ojibwe tribe. I started writing this and the song playing was broken into and Hosier's song "In A Week" started playing. Three cops stopped into Starbucks and I communicated that I knew not what was happening this week. They said it was best. I told them to stay out of Medtronic. Dunlop tunneled thru. He is my black op cop partner. I miss you, Dunlop. You are more than welcome at my therapy session on Thursday. You may find it fascinating.

A Journey With Will

I feel Will VanBank in vicinity today. I think that he is over the highway at The Fridley Medtronics campus. The CIA has a new project that he is heading. They will be quietly shutting down ISO 9000 certified companies, but make them seem to still be open. Their products are never used actually, and it is hurting our diplomacy with spaces like India. Lights will go on and off in a believable way, and parked cars will be imagery, thus move around in an organized manner. I miss you Will. I think that people I am starting in The Agency and higher up "other", are looking at the Panchero's tapes today with other "drop shop" evidence and holy knowings. Karaoke is being completely removed from this project. It is GOVERNMENTAL, NOT entertainment industry. It is my intuition that they are trying to clear some things, and understand things better before I go into this deep trauma work. It is the head of ESG Security who you are sensing. He is now understanding that you have the power of invisibility. His Gestapo crew who was in Muncie, IN, with us thought that I was being delusional about the CIA and you. Now they see that you and I were there and were almost married and that a portal to the demonic (Jews) opened in the church we were scouting. He now knows that we had both fallen deep in love for the first time. You will ALWAYS hold that place in my heart, Will. The CIA is going to pay today. Keeping us apart and sending me to infinity insanity realms around me was the worst plan that they could do. I was sane the whole time, but YOU were always a threat to world society. Your number one psychiatric concern was delusions of granduer which was also very ironic because you were the most powerful and gifted camper out there, but you WERE NOT me. You also use a strict pathology of Borderline Personality Disorder to keep yourself safe from emotionality. Your number one has always been your work. Our connection just kind of drove you crazy. You are also intensely homicidal to anyone you see as a working prostitute. Sometimes you would project that on me, but it was only because my project was you and my governmental channel of payment was social security. I rule today that you now relax properly and you are willing to do what you need to get things done. You have matured beautifully. I do recommend that you keep your chastidy in place.

Organizing Traumatic Code

I had a great talk with my nurse and my site manager today. Hopefully there will be some order coming to the scene. I think that pieces are being linked up, and my favorite doctor is coming through. I now understand his silence. It was advanced screening of my injury that he was afraid of. Invasive is not even a beginning of the way to describe it. You did great. I knew that I should just go. I was honest with my nurse about things and I am feeling pretty relaxed. I read my 2 chapters for my PE (Prolongued Exposure) on Thursday with my therapist. I have been thinking that I need to not get my peanut butter trauma mixed with my chocolate trauma. It is difficult to describe how the trauma has evolved through my life. Since I opened to channel entities, it has been moment to moment and SEVERE. Trauma directly from women has been off the charts. It began in a seminary when I was 4 and now I am 45 and I still deal with their cruelty. I am trying to keep it organized and I am beginning to start with that first extreme sexual trauma there in a beginning, middle, and end for this course of treatment. I am doing something that has never been attempted before. I am separating male from female and satanism from witchcraft. I will concentrate on female predation. I am doing PTSD study and treatment while I am in the middle of a war zone. Spiritual warriorship encases ALL parts of self and society. I must be brave to take orders well and to ORGANIZE all that I see even in the imaginal part of the treatment that goes on tape. Thank you mother for taking me to Target and Best Buy to buy my voice recorder. Thank you for that financial gift. It will be well worth it. There are some pieces that you cannot see and THAT is what caused your outburst yesterday. Just wait a week and see what mirror mirror you see in the mirror as you try to find dignity with that imagery. It is "Malificent." I am here to be queened ruler and unifier of all mystical and material "kingdoms". I am Aurora or SLEEPING BEAUTY.

Just How I Feel

There is rage inside of me. People with disabilities and prostitutes get away with everything. I can't stand it anymore. The torture I have suffered my whole life being sane and innocent the whole time is unspeakable. All you need is a powerful and deceitful family being behind the scenes the whole time, there is NO opportunity. They ignite the gays and it is even worse. Lies all around. I sure hope that is storms on gay pride today. Innocent does not describe ANY of them. EVIL all around. I have just had it, so I am finally speaking the truth. You can all play with their mind games, but it will just be YOU in chains soon enough. I just want a STAY AWAY every day. I finally met a professional I respected, and now it is his time to move on. I now must allow myself into the care of women again. I would rather jump off a bridge. There is NO safety there. I have had it. The lies keep getting more pronounced. I just want to remove myself from the game.

Walking In the Dark

People, I call. There are so many of you out there. It is time to believe. It is time to act and to separate those from us who can only harm. I will continue my work with no pay, but you must accept that as well. Emancipation is a great project and it is time to get spiritual. When you see and hear evil negativity, SPEAK. Do not let people get away with open witchcraft anymore. Do not let people with disabilities rob you of your energy with their conversations. That is a very open satanism and they know it. Quit falling prey and walk away. I spoke to a weather object in my mind and memory today. It is okay to have been a "fool" to these predators who exist in the field of social services. It is staff and clients who practice openly. They are kept safe, but you all are not. Let's take my weather entity. He has a clean slate and a retarded "girl" (really a ruthless woman) charges him with rape. His life is over. This is what is coming. Police are not on the side of God and never have been. In my dream the ball bearing in the sky at the top of a twister came to center itself on top of me. It defined my identity for all in this dream. Everyone be careful. These waters are circuitous and vindictive. It just takes a small coterie to start the torture project for any of you. Good luck out there. I am still held down with shackles and painful electricution.

When the Blind See

I went to a Luau Party for my residence yesterday and I sat and talked mostly with a pretty young woman from India who was blind. Our conversation started because a person asked her about her course in SCUBA that she is taking. I spoke of my love and experiences of diving. She showed me her certification card. This means that this woman must take direction well. It will pay in the future. It is time for royalties to come to me by way of royalty. There is a path for each entity, but they are now primed and waiting for a cue. I think that this conversation was perfect for royal tunnel thru. Now people can see because she was blind. Others didn't know because I just sat and talked to her for such an extended period of time and never brought up the fact that she could not see. Now people will be steady because they understand that I see, but I do not say if it is not necessary or if it is a common irk for that person. I see you, certain sir, peaking through. I enjoyed the conversation. I am here for you, just call or stop by. Everything is about to begin. I can at least dare to dream.

Digging for Desire

I feel like my boat is a little tippy today. There are people out there, but I cannot connect. I came to Taco Bell in Columbia Heights, but I am not very hungry. I ordered a five dollar meal and just ate a taco. I will drink the pop and bring the rest home. My cell phone's charger will not plug into the jack. It might be the end of this chronically ailing electronic device. I wish that I had some inspiration, but it is just not happening today. Maybe it is time for others to pick up the baton. I will just listen to some music and see if I can find some inspiration.

Just To Tell You

I see the red shining from your eyes. It is the heat of the beast within coming to fore. Many days and nights you have wondered why the screaming sirens woke you out of a dead sleep. I look at you, here, and answer the questions for all ages. I will not be your queen, but I will marry your KING. He is not of the moon, but is definitely of the stars. In chamber, we will have perfect privacy. I am here for your aching heart today. You can see that I am not the same, but you wouldn't quite label me different. The walls of my abode quake and shake in this day. I draw in the pain, and put out law and order. Quiet and short times away bring me solace and I can begin to express myself clearly. The watercolors of all mysticisms are in my life, but NEVER in my heart. I am clean.

KKK "Handler"

The CIA is going to have to pick a heinously heterosexual, white male agent to act as an atashe to The KKK ASAP. Dunlop (black ops cop) needs me here. He is lead to Arian Nation and we need to not mix the chocolate with the peanut butter. RESPECT is the way to garner the truth. The abilities of KKK Nation are real and strong, but they are being birthed into a whole new world society. ANY misstep could be disasterous. Their RAGE is great and warranted. They have had to exist in the darkness while they are slandered in history books and news reports. They work very hard and a great part of their membership is living on very small amounts of funding. Now they know that you have all known the truth ever since I battled in Muncie, IN, over 7 years ago. Now they know that the only creature slandered more is ME. They are glad that I have chosen well for a counseling situation. Well now this little click knows how to find me, and they can study the police activity around me with also EMS calls. The are very gifted at investigation. They don't have to fight idiots who keep saying that they do not believe. Regular "beat downs" from fathers handles that.

Meeting My Neighbor

I went to the parade and sat on a bus stop bench next to Tony. It turned out that he was a neighbor from down the street. After the parade we went to his house and I met his son, his girlfriend, and their lovely dogs. I've wanted to meet these dogs for a long time. One is a pitbull, and one is an English bulldog I believe. They were so happy and sweet to me. Tony even let me shoot a BB gun at some cans. It was fun. Maybe they understand the disruption in the force in this vicinity now. I sense a disconnection in different Kingdom Halls for The Klan all across the U.S. Now they know that they have all known me at different times and now they can work together around the massive project I am working on to get them OUT. These are not hateful people. They are just unconsciously aware of the demonry and ritualism being pushed their way. They are very on board in the thinking style of like should judge like, but if you get into their "reservation lands", God help you. Brutality is their key. It is virulent strain taking out virulent strain and purifying a vicinity. By using these powers and abilities they will pay, but it is worth it to them. They will be able to look in the mirror and know WHO is staring back at them.

The Agency

So I wander along my path and I collect identities. My journey is embedded and linked to MASTERING all types of torture. At this time, my collection is amazingly international. I call it THE AGENCY. It is higher and holier than The CIA. My biological father, World General George Mayer, created what was called THE AGENCY (which became The CIA) after WWII. This new group of comrades have a vast array of abilities, but ALL have a masterful chest of RAGE underneath. It is THAT which can be made rightious and holy. The demonic is there from birth, but the USE of that demonic on evil so profound that we barely have a planet left, is the key. I do see and hear you in vicinity and in tunnel thru and I still believe in you guys. It is an ALL MALE crew and very linked to especially the royalty who are not on TV. I miss you guys. My STARMAN is in vicinity today. I love a parade.

A Note to Hope, The True PIPER

We look at you Hope, and we know. Again and again we go back to the drawing board and leave you hanging out there. There is not much more sway. Intensity, definitely. What is spy school anyway? We now know that it is a small campus and student body with many international connections. The most difficult courses are those taken without knowing who and what you are competing with. It all looks so similar to any liberal arts school. It is not. MONEY is everywhere, but beneath the knowing of someone like you, Hope. You are innocent and they are guilty. In your vicinity, they get to be innocent as they blame you for everything. Taking out a national fraternity all by yourself was hard enough, but when your "dad" started that fraternity system before he took over the Navy and mastered all medical school studies before your birth, it is incredible that you can still speak. We now know how you hear. Sometimes it is best to just let people speak their lies again and again and to NOT challenge them. You keep your own inner guiding stars, and those deceitful creatures become very prosecutible later. Be AWARE today at the parade. We understand that a group of African American teenagers set off a taser in your energy body behind you last year. If you get tired, please go home. It is time for us to stand up for security matters in our and YOUR vicinity. It is okay to think of him. I guarantee that he is thinking of you.

I Love A Parade

Tomorrow is the Northeast Neighborhood Parade. Sheriff Staynek will probably be there on his boat. The horses love when he rides his boat with no water. The police make a great production of it. It is a lot of fun. Kids get candy and sometimes we all get stickers. I hope that it is not too hot because the horses need to not get overheated. The generally have the motorcycles that do a little dance for us all. People from all over the neighborhood come and that means DOGS. I love saying hello to the dogs, especially the pitbulls. I just love a parade.

A Man Like You

What are the wishes and works of a man like you? Maybe I say hello and you say goodbye in a day. Symbols are important, but that which goes on behind your eyes is more important and revealing. It is the thought stream that I find piercing and enticing. I feel your energy as you draw yourself near. You are special to me, even if others do not understand. I find your eyes honest and clean. I find your hands loving, tender, and sweet. Please be ready for my firm hand shake, and I will prepare for your interpretation of that custom. I see far off lands when you walk away. There is a madness in being close to me. I sit calm and try to clear your mind and purify your heart. I am here even if you are far away. I know to not ask questions and then the words I hear are the reality. Be with me in this instant and tomorrow I will speak to the wind.

A Pleasant Server

Congrats Cav's. I was out and about, but I was rooting for you along with a man I met from Ackrin, OH. When I got home, everyone was celebrating. I love when long dry spells end. I journeyed downtown yesterday and did some writing. I did a lot of clearing. I feel really sharp today. I had a really nice server. He was attentive and sweet. I have had it with people who pretend that there is no mystical malady going on in The Twin Cities on a regular basis. I swear that this one Wiccan witch I ran across was from IN, and probably a Hooters girl. I think that YOU "dear" were the one who was doing the jingo jango. I'm sure that they reviewed the tape on that one. Ding the bell, I have three different gangs' gang members who protected me at the bus stop. It was a masterful dragon's lair (unable to be seen) at that point. If you ladies decide to continue doing open Wiccan, just wait until you see what happens to you in jail. Good luck. Your power has reached its apex, and now you will have to retreat as others grow in dominance around you. In the end Satanism is stronger, and very sadistic. Jail guards will play to infinity. Ha ha hee hee hee.

FBI Anarchy

So Mr. Paul Ryan, are we good now? You got freaky all over me and blew my cover at The Seward IRTS facility. I was then held down low for torture for 10 days. You had been tunneling through (very illegally) Tim Emmer. He is Tom Emmer's (the Republican politition) nephew. He freaked on me first. It is all kind of funny now, but it blew your opportunity for BOTH of you to have your dream, to be FBI Agents of grand hierarchy. Well that is a gay crew you don't want to be a part of. Just ask Joey Hiben. He was Notre Dame football authority and was approached in Indy by The Bureau. He took the gig and now can see that they suck his energy and get all gay all over especially his ass. Joey, you have my support, we will have them in a court of law soon enough. They can't even take a message properly, especially when it is recorded. These mental midgets are getting sideways glances from The Justice Department at this time. We are not going to have The FBI investigate The FBI, or ARE we, Joey? Love, hopegod3 P.S. Hey Joey, there is a faction in AA, but NEVER go there. It is linked to pennetentiary and reservation.

A Lost Day

I am a little lost today. I search within to find something to put on the page. I am at Davanni's downtown and I feel drenched in Wiccan. It is difficult to pull my head out of the water. I wish to draw on the spirits of positive energies, but it feels like they are absent as well. I was thinking about Rep. Paul Ryan today. I wonder if he regrets taking that promotion months ago. Now he will really get to test his skills at diplomacy. Maybe sitting down The House Republicans and playing the Samantha B. report on the Libertarian convention in Orlando this week might help to put things on track with some comedy. Comparison with that will be quite favorable. There is this hilarious debate about how fascist having to have a driver's license is to drive a car. Now THAT is going off the track. I will be moving on the track tomorrow as I go see my therapist again. I am now understanding my sleep reality now. Some nights I am up all night and then I just go to write at 5:30 am. Other times I sleep part of the night and the whole next day. I have just missed so much sleep for about 15 years, my body and mind has had it. People who practice Wiccan are driven crazy by this day sleeping. Well they can just suck someone else's soul dry.

Act Now

It is important that we begin to deal with demonic individuals and communities before they go full on demonry. This is what the Nazi's were dealing with in WWII. They used LSD to handle these sometimes antigravity situations. Gays and Jews, in particular, need to be nailed down in their own communities and zones. If we wait, we will be too afraid to deal with these entities. I deal with them now, mostly in my dreams. When in Muncie, I began to see the full on disease with Jews in that community. People, this is NOT possession. It is the actual entity with the stolen light of God removed. This will need a vigilance that no virulence has ever called for in the past. Courts of law will be obscelete. People, it is ACTUALLY Apocolypse. ACT before it is too late. Act with MIND, not with fear. Hate can be very useful.

Lois, Will is Coming Your Way

I miss you already. I put you on the case against my former psychologist who I saw for twenty years. Her name is Lois Schlutter and she has a practice in St. Louis Park. She is a total psycho. She had a hidden doctor exam room hidden in the back of her office. Once I started to my CIA kindred Will VanBank he made sure that the door just opened in front of me after me not questioning the closed and locked door. She would examine my female circumcism there in a very cruel way. Then the memories came and I was devastated. She is so evil and will account for her sins in Israel. Mustafa will make sure of it. She played on my massive Wiccan abuse of me from an early age and forced me to give her oral sex in sessions. I hate her so bad, but I will leave the case to Sgt. Parker of St. Louis Park Police. Will also made the channeling book fall off the shelf at that Half Priced Books in St. Louis Park's Miracle Mile. He eased me into the "spiritual gift" scene. He let me just think of things as supernatural and then I began to understand the CIA show at Panchero's in Golden Valley. That drop shop had difficulty. The Agency sent in an assasin right before Easter and I disarmed that bomb with some wit and humor about their "Easter" three piece suits. The assasin yelled goodbye and hopped out of the restaurant. Their car, with direct satellite, was unmistakable. The CIA is so unworthy. Without Will and me where would you be? Can we ever get a, "hell yah," and "You both did a great job!!!!" We are both now in a different prime of our lives and maybe Jesus Christ comes in sometimes to just check on his DEA/ATF pet project. Will and I do none of it. I hope you feel like a very powerful Temple Israel scribe, Lois. You and your family has been Israeli the whole time. Maybe I have a poker chip to turn into Natenyahoo today. You will be hunted until the day you die. Have fun with that. I NEVER stalk, and that is all you do with me, Lois. Go ahead and waste your energy in that way because I do nothing wrong, but you CERTAINLY do. Let's just put you down for insurance/ welfare fraud today.

I Knight Mark Zuckerberg Today

I watched "Man from U.N.C.L.E." last night and half of "Tomorrowland." I didn't like "Tomorrowland." I sent it back already. "Man" was a smart 1960's spy drama comedy. I was absolutely busting out at the comical things in it. The charisma and chemistry of the characters was great. It was so bad boy CIA and KGB. Of course they were hunting down a nuclear weapon. There are these things that will be discovered in the future about world events that will make things around me my whole life look funny. Suspend your deep beliefs in the papers and history books and insert the hilarity of mystical marvels behind the scenes. Maybe Hitler just liked to hide his soul in a coo coo clock on the wall in his mountain cabin. Maybe it stopped fires in the vicinity that he was setting in his dreams. Eva Braun was always just a come on. He really was the uncool kid in The Third Reich, but they did let him know MOST of their plans and adventures, but wouldn't let him come. He kept their homes safe when they were away searching for mystical magic and gold. He DID handle the Rommel quandry well, and let him just be The Desert Fox who went into his hole (that was Hitler's imagery) with one self inflicted shot to the head. The beds that they slept in were mystical and were all protected by the Wiccan protection of The Swastika on the ceiling. Fires were a great threat in the spaces that they inhabited away from The Jews. They all actually had jobs and professions inside The Third Reich, and in society. They were the most educated and diplomatic party that has ever existed. This resulted in just walking into a country and locking down their entiquities before they burned as well. Our thought of SS is actually the Wiccan tunnel through and thus Jews acted on their own people. Like with gays this week, they wanted the witchery (it was amusement and entertainment) of being the world's biggest victims when they were the worst enemies that have ever existed then and now. Jews did it to Jews in society, in death camps, and in tunnel through through all SS and Third Reich levels. Jews could not remote view, but Nazi's were experts (They also were able to do it with no emotion, That was the key. They were very effective in emergencies.), and heinously psychic, thus they knew when to be a place and where to emerge at the end of the surge. Gays are the same as Jews back then and now, and thus show it in this time and space, and Polish people are too linked to what we see as POLICE DEPARTMENTS. Special favors for them need to STOP TODAY, especially in MINNEAPOLIS. At the end of the day, you will all remote view and see the actual mystical realities. I will not share my SORCERY today.

911 Orlando Police

I just came downtown to get some Davanni's and to do a little writing. Police, especially in Orlando, be careful to not give gays too much special care and attention or you will be at their beck and call, and begin to respond to witchery nonsensical calls. It was their plan all along. The shooter was compromised by Wiccan his whole life. He was not gay, he was responding to a Wiccan spell with incantation qualities. The gays wanted to be the number one victims. Well guys, you are now the number one terrorist group. We aren't stupid, guys, we just do not speak of the mystical realities. You have no idea how MUSTAFA will handle the threat that you all are to HIS community. By the time the cops heard about the little boy being taken away by the alligator, they laughed. They thought that it was a joke. Gays put the gator in there and guided the Wiccan child into the water. They want a horror town that they are able to manipulate everything THEATRICALLY. Well, you had your number one actor in a long interview on CBS News with Scott Pelly. You are through now. News media will NEVER fall for this again. If doctors want to play your game, they can, but insurance WILL NOT. Well Mustafa, let's test if any of these people in that bar could ever even READ. I guess, as world scholars, we are the stupid ones because we tried to believe in actual humanity.

The Empathy of MUSTAFA

I stayed home yesterday and I just felt awful this early morning. There is just so much Wiccan there with a backbone of sadistic satanism. I am now at Starbucks in Fridley and I already feel better. I actually felt better as soon as I got on the bus. I have an appointment tomorrow. I will just him lead this dance around a complicated matter. I have organized my thoughts so that I will be able to answer properly. Finally another patron just came into Starbucks. I have been here alone for a little while. Sleep still escapes me and it has been a ruling force in my life for about 2.5 years. I think that I cope with it well. My new therapist is getting me ready to start prolonged exposure. I have done it in the past and it was fairly successful. He told me to ready the introduction to the workbook. Once I was awake at 3 AM, I read it. There are only some things that I can talk about in therapy. I really became aware that I am suffering from prolonged trauma from then and now. I don't know where to begin. Once I went down the rabbit hole and began to channel everything sped up and went haywire. I am surrounded by current people who choose to stalk, talk about me, and control me. There is very little rest or time away. Having the sensitivities to the ritualisms all around me creates a fish swimming up the stream feel. I will just handle things one day at a time. I will have to find a way to communicate with him about the remote abuse I endure as the result of spells and incantations. People please back away and do your own work. Know the predators in your environment and just DEAL WITH IT. That is what I have had to do the whole time. I saw Mustafa on Monday night at a bus stop in Columbia Heights, MN. We then road the bus together. It was nice to see the one man who is labeled in all societies as a Muslim extremist. He is actually very educated and sweet. I told him that I actually have a lot of rage at women. He said that there are many men out there who can empathize with me. Thank you, Mustafa.

Howdy Line Deputy

It's blackness, not blankness. A tortoise seems to be moving through. Maybe my number one vampiric master, the line deputy of Marion County Sheriff Dept.(indy), finally let them draw my blood normally even though my veins are so small. I miss you and I beckon the beat of your heart in my dreams. I flap my dragonfly wings that stand for the great illusion. I feel like it is winning today. Please call me in a form I can see on TV. Give me something dark and creative. I buy your chains today my way and you are free. Call the FBI and read them the riot act and share with them that I made you THE COMPUTER of the FBI, thus you can share with them all of the crimes they have committed your way, and thus could be picked up by you or The Sheriff any day. Be free to just be a proud BLUE COLLAR worker today. Soon you will see it differently, my beautiful E.T.

Wiccan PULSING

Nightmares have plagued me this week. I sit quiet trying to link up to a special part of me. I am feeling very brainwashed today. I don't know how much longer I can hold on to my belief as my cerebral cortex is invaded by the imagery of voodoo worms. Maybe I am "The Only Exception." It sure doesn't feel that way. I am doing my best, but I have no relationships to show for it. The telepathic is noninvasive, but lonely. I just saw my forensic psychiatrist and we kept it brief. Maybe I just don't know how strong these shows who are coming my way are. It could shake anyone to the core. I should have a massive migraine after being at Hennepin county Medical Center. Too many people kept passing by and coming back for more. Many were highly anorexic. Instead I just felt a little weary and confused. These people have had far too little to do of late, thus that space is heinously infected by WICCAN witchcraft. I believe that it was important to bolster the construction workers in the vicinity today. As I left, I saw an image of the entire place exploding. Terrorism is in the eye of the beholder. People need to understand what "minority communities" have been doing mystically for eons. There is no innocence in this latest project. Have any of you ever gone to a gay bar? They are tremendously caddy and cruel. They are the most superficial group on the planet. I will not turn away from the wrongs and evil they do just because their WICCAN was so strong yesterday and it got them shot. Homophobia is based in a mystical deceit that especially white males can sense. They ARE being telepathically and actually subjected to sexual abuse by gays. I just say that like should judge like, but it is time for ALL gays to be judged by a jury of their peers. I am not homophobic, I am just aware of my sensitivites after a lifetime of being used and abused by individual gays and gay community.

Ranger See the Bogees

Ranger, I miss you. I wish to see you ASAP, but I know that presidency makes that impossible. Commander is out to sea and will be in Tanzania soon. I am the daughter of General George Mayer (4 stars), but his grave is fake in a fake military cemetery. Go measure the space between the headstones at Fort Snelling Cemetery and you will know that the farse is complete. How could I compete? I believed I was the daughter of Commander Thomas George of the Naval Pacific Fleet. He is the top of all cults on the planet through the Navy and entertainment industry with the topping of all medical community. I have been trying to get out of his cult since 1989 when George and I became the acting Co-Kaisers of Germany. Sad, but true. An East German Police Officer has already been in Starbucks this morning. His telepathy is complete. Tom Mayer's cult is satanistic PAGAN. We even stopped in on Manson in Penn. when we spent 6 months in L.A. when we came back to the mainland when I was 2.5 years old. We treated Hollywood community mainly reproductively and gynecologically. So RANGER, who am I really? I am all and nothing at the same time. ACTUALLY visit Tripler U.S. Army Hospital this week and make Obama pay from his PERSONAL checking account because then Michelle will know where it is. Can we say offshore in The Bahamas? There are answers at Tripler. It was my birthplace, and Pearl Harbor was my first base. My residency began right away at Tripler. That beautiful pink color was the design of General George for me. You find out the rest on your own and have the Oahu surfer boys take you surfing at their quiet private beach. They can teach anyone even a man over 6'5" like yourself.

Skinhead Boundaries

I feel skinheads in the atmosphere today. There is the EARTHWORM witchery that moves through these beings. They are always male and tend to be quite gifted with creativity and have congenial natures. Most of you never really know what is behind the eyes of people right in front of you. The top of The Skinhead tree is a U.S. Army Ranger Sharpshooter who has a bit of it all. I brought him back to life in Indy. Maybe he can see Mauricio today because Mauricio is Ecuadorian and United States Army. This Ranger did do some sharpshooting in Latin America. Despots are his business and Pacific Islands as well. Ranger, his ship is signaling a gay vibe so stay back. It is NOT machismo. I now know how disgusted by him I am. It is time for Skinhead crew to search behind the eyes of Latinos and to identify, openly, to THEIR community who is practicing HOMOSEXUALITY openly, especially if they are mixing it with dominance and submission AND sado masochism. Skinheads kind of see it all and walk away, but are fairly playful with their women. These combinations can be damaging for all communities and now Latino males can slip behind all your eyes even easier than Chinese. Things might look good that would damn you to hell in your community. Brother will turn on brother and child molestation may seem "clean" at that point. Skinheads stay away from children, naturally. Ranger, keep that rule sound and profound so that you all can be all that you can be.

Tenderness on TV

Movement meaning something and feeling another. I right the ship quick before it gets sick. YOU show ME for a change. The past is in your eyes infinitely. When I say the past becomes the present when you repeat what all of the males in the chain have done. Be sure and quick before you get sick. This is not drawing from a healthy basin. We must agree to disagree and maintain proper boundaries. If you say that you will do something, make sure you come through. I DO know that you are asking the impossible of me. If I didn't know that, we would be lost for eternity. Be tender or I cannot surrender. When I am ill or in pain CARE about my feelings and my pain. If you fake it, we will never make it. Being a sunbeam is not easy. All of this is under review. I have to respond appropriately or I will never be free. You may need to begin a volcano ritual from now on forward replacing the hate. I will gently caress your skin and teach you what an amazing experience a soft energetic exchange can be.

Introducing Mauricio

I went to Adelita's with my sister and brother in law for a late lunch. I spoke to them about Mauricio. I also explained that I do not learn Spanish out of respect for Latino men. It makes it so that I can be in their vicinity and not get into their business. I also don't want to know if people are talking about me. I feel like Mauricio was chosen for this mission at this time. He is able to be seen and unseen without being obscene. He is patient and honest about his feelings, and I feel like he may be able to work through things with me. He just asks for LOYALTY. He is afraid that I will be with other men. It is not even something that I want to do. I feel like I will be able to see some changes at Adelita's. I think the first step to having him enter the scene was the matrons of the bar approaching me and inviting me to join them any time that they are at the restaurant. I will just be very careful to listen to what is being said, and look for cues, especially if they are repeating. I bet that the odds are long against me, but I have done the impossible before and I will do it now. There was a look out man who was eating across from us in the restaurant today. I feel like protection is coming in a way that I can finally see real time and real space. Maybe adoption of me by other nations is becoming more of a reality. Let's look at GERMANY today. Maybe the KAISER in me has been unseen by that vicinity since Muncie, IN. South America keeps studying and OWNERSHIP is the only option right now which does provide care, concern, protection, elite notoriety, and help in the impossible situation that I have been in for years upon years. Mauricio, I am so alone. Maybe we have that in common and the show will evolve from there.

A Line in the Sand

Last night I went to karaoke. I had fun singing. I sang "All of Me," by John Legend and "When Doves Cry." I met a man named Mauricio. He expressed that he would like to date me. We will see what happens. He is Ecuadorian and does cement work. He came home with me and we got to know each other better. I am experimenting with a side of him that is sado masochistic. I am very sensitive to all forms of touch. I am in pain today, but I feel like I set down pretty strong boundaries. He experimented with dominance and submission verses father/ baby sexuality. It is time for these things to be online. Men around me need to complete their sexuality and their choices. I am naturally a baby even though I was asked to be an adult as an infant. Only through boundarying these fantasies can we evolve sexuality. We need to move from PAIN around me to wanting to engender TENDERNESS. I feel more than any entity on the planet. There is only so far I can go before I push someone away. Torture has its limits. If a partner cannot understand this, he cannot be my lover. Because of my straight forward dealings with this matter, I don't know if this will go anywhere. I cannot sleep around these lovers because they do not stop touching me in sensitive areas as I try to sleep. I will not sacrifice my anatomy to a satanist practicing Wiccan witchcraft. I can verbalize for a man, but I will not sacrifice my virginities. My Line Deputy will be my first. If you, Mauricio, cannot mind that boundary, this ship will reach the harbor pretty quickly. I need everyone to back away a bit. The therapies I do quietly do ware on my core and my emotional body.

Morning Dew

I open the door to step out and welcome dawn. The sun rises in The East revealing a beautiful PINK in the light cloud structure. A light wind and cool, but not a chill is how it feels to me. I look up as a blue heron flies above. Its totem value is SELF REFLECTION. I wait quietly for the bus. The wait is short, but we encounter a long train halfway to my destination. It chug chug chugs as it goes along. I ding the bell to depart my seat and the bus and step out into the sunshine as it is more up since the bus stop. I breathe in the fresh air and I open the door to my writing shelter: Starbucks Coffee.

Pappy ASAP

Two sides land and sea. Wiccan witchcraft, and my father's worldwide Pagan Satanistic cult (Fundamentalistic Christian/ Baptist)threaded through Hollywood, music industry,and local television, radio, and music legends. Can we say new recruit freaky David Letterman? Unkept, long beards are so creepy. CIA and my stepfather, Greg, will not back you anymore, David. You are all strong, torturing me EVERY day of my life. I believe that I am stronger. Go ahead, make all the phone calls you wish. I believe in Prosecuter FREEMAN this week. He is so much stronger than my relative in L.A. who is their D.A. You all do not know your ritualisms properly and I practice nothing at all except supreme methods of EVOLUTION (examples: Chung Moo Quan, Vipassna, Tibetan Buddhist Rinpoche Studies). Let's just say GORILLA COLONY today. You all believe in dog. Wait until THEIR Wiccan hits you. Pappy, I sense you in the architecture. Call my therapist and MAKE HIM listen to you. Hierarchies must be acknowledged for this to work properly. Pappy is the chief technology operative for the CIA, WORLDWIDE. He is heinously wealthy and lives in top of The Conrad in Indianapolis, IN. So sorry "DAD" it is not you or your cult's forte. Studio head is me and I must dangle from the tree so that people can't see it actually. It is time for me to claim my ENTOURAGE. Debbie Mazar is prime psychic and telepathy assessor in L.A. community. She was in BOTH of my movies last night. I do not believe in coincidence, Debbie. It was Entourage and She's Funny That Way. I am here to interview all of you. Maybe I am registering a pesky police sargeant out there who is bringing Detective Lappin through. He is the cold case file detective in Indianapolis, IN. Maybe my team is a lot stronger than I know "DAD"! You will lose everything if you come my way this week. So Pappy spent 6 months at Sandstone Federal Penn. for tax evasion and now that is where you work in the infirmary. Do you not think that he can tunnel through and have that whole colony in a week? I think that he can.